Haiiz . Now so siian mum keep scolding . And ii heard a line from a tv programme . I wanna changed it .
I wanna say .
In my heart,there's a mountain . *SHE*is the first one who start to climb on the 29/4/06 . Finally she managed to climb to the top of the peak . Tt mean she is the first one who ii loved . Very very much . But on the 11/4/2007 accident happen she fall down from it and died . And started to climb another mountain . My moutain was slipery for her as she choose to climb the another tall and easy to climb de mountain . But ii was changing . It won't be slipery anymore, hope the history will repeat .
Now ii put de song also suit my mood liao . Journey is really long and long for me to go on . Can't wait for her forever . But for times it can be . Hope *SHE* is the one again who tried to climb again . I will wait for times but not forever .
Why do ii say ii hate her? i doesn't want anything from her anymore . I dun have the right too . So juz wanted her to be happy and healthy, can't forget her is truth . i do not have to force myself to forget her . As long as she is still not marriied ii will try to wait as long as ii could . I given up, but doesn't mean ii dun love . I will continue to win your heart as long as my wound is heal, not 100% heal . Hope next year or next next year or next next next year you would accept me again =(( juz wanted to see ur smile everyday, wanted to cheer you up when u are sad but ii can't , others can but not me . Maybe u hate me
