We reach there le still wait for about 30min for the teachers to say anything . After 30min we started off at the starting poiint lo . Walk ar walk so siian many ants and mosquito and the mud was so slipery . SO we walk , for about 2hours++ for tt , then even one monkey or birds also dun hab . Siian lo go there suntan only siia . Then walk finish, go to bus . OMG! I thought victor have gone, then ii and Zhuan yi go find for him . Finally saw him so bring him back to bus .The bus start lo . Haiiz *SHE* is not happy at all ii can see=(( ii wanna her to be happy . Then after tt we go health zone centre . There ar nothing to do .Siian siian de la . We play lo . Haiz .
After the health zone centre then go back to skool liao . Reach skool le , ii,Chualala,Geo,Zhuan yi and YC go Auntie oven first . Then there talk talk for very long le . Tt time ii was damn hungry so ii say YC de fries very long leii . Then YC talked back say ii go eat ownself la . Then geo also blame me . YC ii noe you very big can make ppl hate me , so waD? LIKE i SCARE? I dunnch even wanna live now . I already lost *HER* hate me larh, ii told u all my attitude have changed . But ii still QIAN JIU U all right?!@! Do you all noe ii having gastri paiin . I still need to wait for YOU! Still say me . U think ii dunnch wanna go alone? I WANNA Go ALONE! But ii scared of lonely . Now nothing ii have lerh , whatever ii wish to have will not be truth de . I lost *HER* ii lost everything , nothing is important to me except *HER* you happy le mah? I was sad u all dunno de .
I noe i'm kaobei , but u think ii got angry wib u always aR? U always say me first de right ii nv say anything only . I noe, u can call many ppl to hate me . Include *HER* , so wad? Do ii mind? Whatever ii do for my friends they juz think it's rubbish, scold me scold me . This is what they noe . Nv care for me b4, and for now ii no need their care lerh . Even if the care is juz only fake care there's no more real care . I should not be in this world bah tt lost everything in this age . Even my parents also dislike me nowdays . They think ii dunno how to do anything Exam fail they hate! I also HATE too=(( ii not dun wan study is dunnch have the mood to study . I juz wanna some cares from her too;'( for now . ii juz asking her to be happy jiu can le , why can't my friend understand me?
I hate to be alone='( ii wanna her care,
ii wanna friends de care,
I wanna a warm family,
But ii won't get it .
No matter how much ii love her,
No matter how much i care for my friends,
However happy i'm ,
My heart is still SAD .
If oneday ii can die,
and she cares,
it worth,
totally worth,
Juz abit of cares and love,
I will be happy .
Truly happy,
Die with no regret .
Hoping that,
Oneday ii die
She will just care,
And love,
I will be damn happy,
Nvm to be dead
it suit my mood
No matter wad ii be by *HER* side derh=D
Hope ii'll still have the chance to climb onto ur mountain to protect you=((
